Mr Sinistero
12th March 2002, 20:02
Now, i know how much all you people love my complete nonsense posts, and since there is some sort of retarded significance about this one, i thought i would absolutely shatter any of your thoughts on what a long message board post looks like.
Basically i am gonna sit here, as long as i possibly can and type out anything i friggin feel like.
I've got at least until the champions league game is on tv which isnt for another 5 hours or something along those lines, so here we go.
Hmm, after that wonderous build up the ideas for something to type are a bit thin on the water, or ice, or some stupid superlative that says what i wanna say.
Well i can say for sure that this is one hell of a good song, "Got the groove" by SM Trax.
Anyway, whats next on the playlist...ooh baby, "resurrection" by ppk, this is a kickass song!
Had a mad dream last night, got with foxy chick i been tellin ya all about, then when it was time for me to go to england, i asked her and she came over there with me, i got sign by wanderers (seems to be a recurring theme) and we moved into this madass penthouse thing and held a huge fecker of a party.
Then within about 2 weeks of actually signing for bolton i made my debut in the reserves and got a hatrick, with some FF people in the crowd yelling stuff at me.
Then i was on the bench for a premier league game little while later, just sitting there in absolute shock when sam comes up to me and says, warm up, your on in 5. I didnt move for a second, then he just said go on, off ya go. I warmed up and was subbed on for Bobic who was having a shocker, we were up by one or two so sam told me to play inbetween the midfield and the striker and i played about half an hour of premier league football, we won, it all rocked.
Now, how much am i hoping that that dream is a premonition.
mmmm, boobies, anyway, back to the subject, which was....um yeah.
Time for a sandwich, the question is, Peanut Butter or Vegimite, hmm, tough choice, think i might have to go with one of each.
Gotta love Ole Gunnar Solskjaer, hes not happy with just one european cup, gotta have another, good attitude for a player me reckons, now onto those sangas.
Alright, we're all set not, got me sangas and a glass full of orange cordial, top class food and drink man is me.
How funny are little kids, at school, you either had Penis Butter or Vaginamite on your sandwich for lunch.
AN AMERICAN WARWOLF IN LONDON
The Mirror reports that US Vice-president "Dick Cheney meets Blair on Iraq."
Thats rather funny.
Frig americans are frigged.
hehe, frig.
A mate was telling me he was talking to this chick who said some guy was fingering her and stuck his finger in the wrong hole and didnt notice til she yelled OW! What a friggin tool, its not like its the most difficult thing in the world to find, if your doing everything else right then it is impossible to miss.
This is the Your Say poll from Sky News Australia, not hard to see what the general consensus about him is.
Do you think the Governor General, Dr Peter Hollingworth, should resign?
and here are the results:
Yes 75.63%
No 21.00%
Undecided 3.361%
Aah, how funny, is bodgy cheap porn.
Heres a good song to download, "paraffin" by Ruby, i really wanna find either her album or other stuff to download, cause she is damn good, rather different to anything i have heard in a while.
Is it scary that i can sing as high as Darren Hayes?
I just spent that last hour or something, looking through a bunch of stories about people who have cut designs and stuff into themselves, i have a rune cut into my arm in case anyone was wondering, also been reading about Wicca and that.
Was thinking about cutting this rune again because it has faded almost so you cant see it, i want to make it big enough to see as well, so people notice it if i walk around with a short sleeve shirt on.
So yeah, thats about me, planning my cutting at the moment, i'll type up everything as that here, so you guys can know whats going on in my head at the moment.
Every now and then i have times like this, they seem to be a lot more regular recently, mainly cause i have pretty much nothing in my life, **** friends, no chick, no job, pretty much no prospects, i know things could change pretty easily, but i dunno, it has been the same for a while, its ****ed up cause you just get into this hole when things get down and its ****en hard to get out of it, specially without any good friends and family around to support you, thats another thing, my family here are so ****ed up its not funny, my mum is the most selfish person on the face of the planet, she doesnt care about anything but herself and what her ****ed up boyfriend tells her to think about. She told me few years ago that he is more important to her than me and my brother are, since that moment i completely lost caring and any respect/liking whatever you wanna call it for my mum, and basically i hate her for it. I have distanced myself from her cause of that. My brother is just your typical 16 year old, not much help with anything except pimples, getting drunk on cheap wine and talking about girls at school and ****.
So yeah, thats my family here, my dad is half ****ing fantastic and half just ****ed, he will do anything for me and my brother, helps us out with anything and that, but he is so expectant and naggy, something like that. I just wish he was around here sometimes.
This thing with the chick is friggin annoying, not having a good chance to sit down and chat to her and tell her how i actually feel, i just want to tell her that and then see what happens, cause even if she says that she doesnt feel the same it wont make a difference to how i fell cause its mainly just not being able to tell her that is messing with me at the moment, but then theres the other side, if she says she feels the same, well :bounce: it makes a big difference to how i feel.
It was like that with a mate of mine, he was going through some ****, he got a lot lower mark than he needed on his final exams at school, he was in a car accident where some motor bike dude was going waaay too fast into a roundabout, hit my mates car and my mate gets the blame for it and ****, has to pay fines, loses coupla points of his license and ****. Anyway, there was this girl he really wanted to get with, he was telling me how things pretty much couldnt get any lower and he just wanted to throw things up in the air and see what happens, went round to her place one day and just said look, this is the deal, she then said she had been sitting there waiting for him to ask for weeks.
Thats what i'm hoping for but of course, this being me, it wont happen.
by the way, if anyone cared, the rune i have cut in my arm is the rune that mean Protection.
really dunno what i am doing with myself at the moment, just been looking through some **** in the bathroom for some reason, nothing terribly exciting in there.
Been looking for a design of some sort that inspires me, i want something that looks good and that has a meaning behind it for me. the rune i already have is for protection, its meaning from a runes website: Protection, a shield. The protective urge to shelter oneself or others. Defense, warding off of evil, shield, guardian. Connection with the gods, awakening, higher life.It can be used to channel energiesappropriately. Follow your instincts. Keep hold of success or maintain a position won or earned.
So thats why i did it.
Now i am just looking for something that means something to me at the moment, was thinking about a rune that means strength but looking at it it just doesnt inspire me.
anyway.
Havent written anything for a while, been looking a pictures of symbols and different cuttings trying to find something that grabs me, think i might have found something, its the wiccan symbol for god or man, also the symbol of taurus the bull, which i am as well.
Its about 4:30 now, wednesday morning, i'm sitting round looking at pictures of different symbols and other cuttings, not exactly how you'd expect to spend your wednesday morning.
Just reading a story about a wiccan that was sent home from school for wearing pentagram jewellry, the school said it was unacceptable for school and **** like this, then all these people saying why didnt they send home everyone wearing christian crosses and stuff, friggin dumb school people.
Was funny, i was telling this friend of mine about the scar i did, and she asked why i did it, told her and then she went off at me about how she found it insulting and **** cause she used to cut herself cause she was depressed and said it was like a slap in the face because i am perfectly happy and was cutting myself, slightly odd response.
I love looking at pictures of people cutting themselves, it looks so odd seeing someone standing there with gloves on and a scalpel cutting a design into their stomach or something.
Just looking back i really have written a lot of stuff since i started this post, i hope you people are enjoying getting an insight in the mind of a nocturnal weirdo.
Was thinking bout going down to this hippy sorta store in town and seeing about buying a pentagram or something along those lines, they have some really cool stuff in that store.
I love these websites that crap on about pagan symbols just to try and flog you their shonky jewellry.
Been sitting here for the past few hours with me new mate whos a praying mantis, this dude has been praying for the last hour or so, havent seen him move much since he found a good spot on one of the curtains next to me so yeah, good on ya man.
How exciting, Paul has just signed in, whoever that is.
Whoops, left my ring in the bathroom, shall go get it.
Tis cool, got training tonight, i love anything that involves me kicking a ball around, specially when its done properly, which unfortunately a lot of our training sessions arent done cause a lot of the players dont take it that seriously, they just wanna use training to socialise.
Dont ya just love having people on your contact lists and you've got no idea who the feck they are.
I need a butler, sick of having to get my own drink, i drink it too fast.
I got The Relatives single monday, thanks Kerz very muchly, great single. Felt quite special getting in when it doesnt come out over there until the 25th or something, so haha, ha, haha.
Friggin crumbs all round my computer, spose thats what you get for eating round it and that.
mm, porn.
Sarah Michelle Gellar, yummy.
How much do pop ups give you the ****s, specially when you are jumping back and forth and end up with about 20 of them.
Man my back gives me the ****s sometimes, it just starts being a ****er for no apparent reason, damn body, i need some new parts on this one.
To be completly honest i think thats me done for a while, cant think that i would want to put anything worthwhile into this thing anymore, its almost champions league time and yeah.
Talk to all you lovely people some other time, bye for now.
Basically i am gonna sit here, as long as i possibly can and type out anything i friggin feel like.
I've got at least until the champions league game is on tv which isnt for another 5 hours or something along those lines, so here we go.
Hmm, after that wonderous build up the ideas for something to type are a bit thin on the water, or ice, or some stupid superlative that says what i wanna say.
Well i can say for sure that this is one hell of a good song, "Got the groove" by SM Trax.
Anyway, whats next on the playlist...ooh baby, "resurrection" by ppk, this is a kickass song!
Had a mad dream last night, got with foxy chick i been tellin ya all about, then when it was time for me to go to england, i asked her and she came over there with me, i got sign by wanderers (seems to be a recurring theme) and we moved into this madass penthouse thing and held a huge fecker of a party.
Then within about 2 weeks of actually signing for bolton i made my debut in the reserves and got a hatrick, with some FF people in the crowd yelling stuff at me.
Then i was on the bench for a premier league game little while later, just sitting there in absolute shock when sam comes up to me and says, warm up, your on in 5. I didnt move for a second, then he just said go on, off ya go. I warmed up and was subbed on for Bobic who was having a shocker, we were up by one or two so sam told me to play inbetween the midfield and the striker and i played about half an hour of premier league football, we won, it all rocked.
Now, how much am i hoping that that dream is a premonition.
mmmm, boobies, anyway, back to the subject, which was....um yeah.
Time for a sandwich, the question is, Peanut Butter or Vegimite, hmm, tough choice, think i might have to go with one of each.
Gotta love Ole Gunnar Solskjaer, hes not happy with just one european cup, gotta have another, good attitude for a player me reckons, now onto those sangas.
Alright, we're all set not, got me sangas and a glass full of orange cordial, top class food and drink man is me.
How funny are little kids, at school, you either had Penis Butter or Vaginamite on your sandwich for lunch.
AN AMERICAN WARWOLF IN LONDON
The Mirror reports that US Vice-president "Dick Cheney meets Blair on Iraq."
Thats rather funny.
Frig americans are frigged.
hehe, frig.
A mate was telling me he was talking to this chick who said some guy was fingering her and stuck his finger in the wrong hole and didnt notice til she yelled OW! What a friggin tool, its not like its the most difficult thing in the world to find, if your doing everything else right then it is impossible to miss.
This is the Your Say poll from Sky News Australia, not hard to see what the general consensus about him is.
Do you think the Governor General, Dr Peter Hollingworth, should resign?
and here are the results:
Yes 75.63%
No 21.00%
Undecided 3.361%
Aah, how funny, is bodgy cheap porn.
Heres a good song to download, "paraffin" by Ruby, i really wanna find either her album or other stuff to download, cause she is damn good, rather different to anything i have heard in a while.
Is it scary that i can sing as high as Darren Hayes?
I just spent that last hour or something, looking through a bunch of stories about people who have cut designs and stuff into themselves, i have a rune cut into my arm in case anyone was wondering, also been reading about Wicca and that.
Was thinking about cutting this rune again because it has faded almost so you cant see it, i want to make it big enough to see as well, so people notice it if i walk around with a short sleeve shirt on.
So yeah, thats about me, planning my cutting at the moment, i'll type up everything as that here, so you guys can know whats going on in my head at the moment.
Every now and then i have times like this, they seem to be a lot more regular recently, mainly cause i have pretty much nothing in my life, **** friends, no chick, no job, pretty much no prospects, i know things could change pretty easily, but i dunno, it has been the same for a while, its ****ed up cause you just get into this hole when things get down and its ****en hard to get out of it, specially without any good friends and family around to support you, thats another thing, my family here are so ****ed up its not funny, my mum is the most selfish person on the face of the planet, she doesnt care about anything but herself and what her ****ed up boyfriend tells her to think about. She told me few years ago that he is more important to her than me and my brother are, since that moment i completely lost caring and any respect/liking whatever you wanna call it for my mum, and basically i hate her for it. I have distanced myself from her cause of that. My brother is just your typical 16 year old, not much help with anything except pimples, getting drunk on cheap wine and talking about girls at school and ****.
So yeah, thats my family here, my dad is half ****ing fantastic and half just ****ed, he will do anything for me and my brother, helps us out with anything and that, but he is so expectant and naggy, something like that. I just wish he was around here sometimes.
This thing with the chick is friggin annoying, not having a good chance to sit down and chat to her and tell her how i actually feel, i just want to tell her that and then see what happens, cause even if she says that she doesnt feel the same it wont make a difference to how i fell cause its mainly just not being able to tell her that is messing with me at the moment, but then theres the other side, if she says she feels the same, well :bounce: it makes a big difference to how i feel.
It was like that with a mate of mine, he was going through some ****, he got a lot lower mark than he needed on his final exams at school, he was in a car accident where some motor bike dude was going waaay too fast into a roundabout, hit my mates car and my mate gets the blame for it and ****, has to pay fines, loses coupla points of his license and ****. Anyway, there was this girl he really wanted to get with, he was telling me how things pretty much couldnt get any lower and he just wanted to throw things up in the air and see what happens, went round to her place one day and just said look, this is the deal, she then said she had been sitting there waiting for him to ask for weeks.
Thats what i'm hoping for but of course, this being me, it wont happen.
by the way, if anyone cared, the rune i have cut in my arm is the rune that mean Protection.
really dunno what i am doing with myself at the moment, just been looking through some **** in the bathroom for some reason, nothing terribly exciting in there.
Been looking for a design of some sort that inspires me, i want something that looks good and that has a meaning behind it for me. the rune i already have is for protection, its meaning from a runes website: Protection, a shield. The protective urge to shelter oneself or others. Defense, warding off of evil, shield, guardian. Connection with the gods, awakening, higher life.It can be used to channel energiesappropriately. Follow your instincts. Keep hold of success or maintain a position won or earned.
So thats why i did it.
Now i am just looking for something that means something to me at the moment, was thinking about a rune that means strength but looking at it it just doesnt inspire me.
anyway.
Havent written anything for a while, been looking a pictures of symbols and different cuttings trying to find something that grabs me, think i might have found something, its the wiccan symbol for god or man, also the symbol of taurus the bull, which i am as well.
Its about 4:30 now, wednesday morning, i'm sitting round looking at pictures of different symbols and other cuttings, not exactly how you'd expect to spend your wednesday morning.
Just reading a story about a wiccan that was sent home from school for wearing pentagram jewellry, the school said it was unacceptable for school and **** like this, then all these people saying why didnt they send home everyone wearing christian crosses and stuff, friggin dumb school people.
Was funny, i was telling this friend of mine about the scar i did, and she asked why i did it, told her and then she went off at me about how she found it insulting and **** cause she used to cut herself cause she was depressed and said it was like a slap in the face because i am perfectly happy and was cutting myself, slightly odd response.
I love looking at pictures of people cutting themselves, it looks so odd seeing someone standing there with gloves on and a scalpel cutting a design into their stomach or something.
Just looking back i really have written a lot of stuff since i started this post, i hope you people are enjoying getting an insight in the mind of a nocturnal weirdo.
Was thinking bout going down to this hippy sorta store in town and seeing about buying a pentagram or something along those lines, they have some really cool stuff in that store.
I love these websites that crap on about pagan symbols just to try and flog you their shonky jewellry.
Been sitting here for the past few hours with me new mate whos a praying mantis, this dude has been praying for the last hour or so, havent seen him move much since he found a good spot on one of the curtains next to me so yeah, good on ya man.
How exciting, Paul has just signed in, whoever that is.
Whoops, left my ring in the bathroom, shall go get it.
Tis cool, got training tonight, i love anything that involves me kicking a ball around, specially when its done properly, which unfortunately a lot of our training sessions arent done cause a lot of the players dont take it that seriously, they just wanna use training to socialise.
Dont ya just love having people on your contact lists and you've got no idea who the feck they are.
I need a butler, sick of having to get my own drink, i drink it too fast.
I got The Relatives single monday, thanks Kerz very muchly, great single. Felt quite special getting in when it doesnt come out over there until the 25th or something, so haha, ha, haha.
Friggin crumbs all round my computer, spose thats what you get for eating round it and that.
mm, porn.
Sarah Michelle Gellar, yummy.
How much do pop ups give you the ****s, specially when you are jumping back and forth and end up with about 20 of them.
Man my back gives me the ****s sometimes, it just starts being a ****er for no apparent reason, damn body, i need some new parts on this one.
To be completly honest i think thats me done for a while, cant think that i would want to put anything worthwhile into this thing anymore, its almost champions league time and yeah.
Talk to all you lovely people some other time, bye for now.